Putting on rain boots.....

 Hello to you all..sorry about missing yesterday..was having a pity party day but with the help of some emails and a good long conversation with one of my girlfriends and coming to the realization that I am not reponsible for others peoples actions or decisions..oh..and the fact that the sun has finally come out and I am able to sit outside to write this..I am striving to push the negative thoughts and worry out of my head..really..
In an email I recieved this morning it had a quote in it..'Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass..it is about learning to dance in the rain.' So for now..in this moment I am mentally looking for and putting on my rain boots to do some dancing. My real rain boots are a boring tan color but in this case we will pretend they are covered in bright colored flowers.
As, promised when the tulips that we planted last fall bloomed I would include pics..here are a couple and onr of the wine rack that I have decided to focus some of my energy on..I have to admit..decopouging is a great way to loose yourself for a couple of hours

at a time..should be finished with it in a couple of days..will of course post pics of the finished product. With the main situation that I am dealing with right now e few people have told me that I have to 'let go and let God' am trying hard to do that but it is much easier said than done..it is times like this that I would give anything to have a church to go to where I could loose myself in singing praise and worship songs..way too unconventional for where I live now but it is nice to wish for something..there is a Christian misic festival in Chattanooga every year called JFest..I went to it for several years and I must say seeing so many people together singing and worshipping is pretty awesome. Brings a sense of renewal and fresh air to your everyday doings. Okay, the wind has blown the clouds back in..it is now officially too cold to sit outside..so..until tomorrow..have a blessed day.