Tuesday..a new day..a new attitude??!!

Good Morning..for all of you followers of Fluffy you know I have really been going through a hard time recently..I have been letting the actions and decisions of others steal my happiness, my positivity, and my sense of worth and well being...So, today I am going to try something new..I have broken out the bright colored gel pens and have started to write out a Positivity Plan, I have 7 points on it so far and will list them all for you later today or tomorrow when I finish organizing my thoughts, actions, and goals. On thing that I have commmited to is a 3030 plan created by Joyce Meyers, it is a challange if you will of reading and really studying the Bible for 30 minutes for 30 days. I am, sadly one of those when things get really rough I tend to back off on my conversation time with God instead of ramping it up, like a small child I get my feelings hurt and feel like I am being punished when things start going wrong and I tend to pout and isolate..so, lesson here..try something new..increase my time and effort spent and see what happens.I am going to start with the book of Psalms, not for any special reason other than it has has always been my 'go to' when I need inspiration and a sense of peace.
I have to be honest here, I am feeling a bit lost in the moment, no kids at home, no school to prepare for, no daily structure outside of this house..I need something but I do not know what it is..my husband tells me to take some time and 'come down' from my previous hectic existence but it is not so easy for me to do..I am trying though. Of course I know all would be easier if things were in order and all was well in my world but it is not so I struggle..but will keeping trying. So, this morning I am going to attack downstairs, do a little rearranging and cleaning, work up a sweat on the treadmill, walk my dogs, and then leave the house for the first time in a few days..I hope all of you have a wonderful day.